My whole entire point is you want me to reason with you and explain God to you.

I am telling you that I can't do that because not only do I not fully understand God myself, NO ONE is even capable of understanding God. It's so impossible that God is the only one that can understand himself if that makes any sense to you.

Accuse me of not walking the walk and being mean and not "Christ like". You do NOT know me or my motivations. You do NOT seem to know your Bible or how God and Christians really are supposed to behave, only how you think they are supposed to behave and you refuse to study it with me and dimiss it outright as a book of myths.

Read how Jesus when he went into the temple, shouted and verbally abused the people selling things and exploiting a Holy place to make money. How Jesus turned over their tables, released their birds and very nearly (he may have for all we know) beat them up and kicked their asses for it.

Read the end of the book of Job where God got so sick of Job questioning him that God came down in a pillar of smoke and fire, with the 2 of largest meanest and most terrifying dinosaurs (Behemoth and Leviathan) he ever created one on each side and God said to Job what God would have me tell you. It is not mean spirited, it is not in anger, and it is not meant to be harsh and cut you down but I don't see you recieving it any other way.

Who are you to question God? Were you there when he created the Heavens and the Earth? Were you there when God walked with Adam and Eve in the garden of Eden? Were you there when God cast Satan out of Heaven and created Hell? Were you there when Adam and Eve were banished from Eden and it was guarding by a huge Angel carrying a flaming sword to make sure they never got back in?

There is a difference between anger and righteous indignation. There is a difference between cutting someone down and being condescending and simply putting them in their place. Judge me if you want to but be thankful I am not the one who gets to judge you!

So to get back on the topic of the picture at hand, before I get flamed even more. No you cannot read the mind of God, we aren't capable of even comming close to understanding God completely. But he does love us and we can create a deeply spiritual close personal relationship with God through accepting his Son.

I don't hate you Mr. Kim, but I don't really like you much right now either. Not liking some of what you say doesn't keep me from loving you though. Loving you enough to warn you and make an attempt (no matter how futile) to try and save you from eternal seperation from God. A fate so horrendous no one should have to endure it!