Since I have no affiliations with child porn nor pedophilia in general and actually find the whole realm as disgusting I'm not quite sure you've located a proper target for your rants Mr I Don't Have Big Enough Balls To Put A Name To My Pics/Posts.

However .... a common psychological dynamic is to attack things in the real world that tickle fears relevant to ones own inner desires as a defense mechanism against someone uncovering those tendencies. Might I suggest a meeting with a professional therapist to address this inner struggle you seem to be exhibiting with your rants.